Zokuaku Mitsurugi (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} zokuaku) wrote,@ 2007-12-27 20:11:00 |
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| Current location: | Hell |
| Current mood: | crying my head off |
| Current music: | Zakuro/Mushi ~ Dir en grey |
-_-; [Entry 12/27/2007]
I really, feel, rather depressed right now. For some reason, there are friends that I have a close relationship with, and I haven't been able to talk to them for a long time. I feel like my heart is slowly shattering. I officially tonight cried. And the first thing that came to mind is the song Zakuro by Dir en grey. This lyric here is for all you people I miss so so so dearly. Wish I could be online all the time for you, my dears, just wait and I'll be there for you once again. -tears up again- Fuck, I can't help but cry.
Pomegranate
My voice screamed out your name
Even if it surely won't reach you my voice
But even so, I'm fine now
One day in my heart you will be...
I'll dream tonight too, dreams of you
Because of your letter that I put under my pillow
My dreams are too cruel, my breath hitches
As always, I wake in pain around 4 in the morning
Time is too long
Time is too painful
The dreams don't stop
My love is frozen, dead
On cold nights
like in this long night
My consciousness is torn apart
becoming small pieces
my memories scattering
I grasp your ring so tightly that
my tears soaking the pillow
Like I can't hear, I blocked my ears
to your voice
One more scar
added to my wrist
Melting into the wound you
I am broken the letter burnt reduced to ashes
I am broken my heart broken reduced to ashes
I am broken I lost you I love you.
