Entry [12/29/2007] Part Two: After-effects
Well it's official. I am single once again, however this time I feel good about it. Don't get me wrong it hurt like hell to leave the poor man that loved me so much and I loved just as much, but this is going to be for the best. I swear it is; if not, then I might as well kill myself as without love I don't have any reason to live. Maybe that's a bit extreme, but that's how I feel currently.

Such a confusing conundrum this has turned out to be. This year has been such a crazy hectic year that is ending on painful selfish note. Hopefully the next year will be rewarding, I could really use a good year, I haven't truely loved my life for three years now. Hopefully 2008 is the best that I hope it to be.

To Ama, Shu, Ivonne, and Brandon, I'm sorry for everything this year has been. For everything I have done, put you through, and hopefully you forgive me. I love all four of you and I will always continue to love you, and hopefully you will do the same. Let us start the new year on a high note. Take my hand and I'll fly you to the ends of the Earth, as long as you all are happy.

Fuck 2007, I'm ready for the goddamn new year. And I pray to hell it's better.

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Michael Ulm